Since my second divorce, I've not had a desire to ever get married again. But with this particular Ex the thought had crossed my mind, you know before I fucked it up. She and I both came into the relationship with the "never get married" mindset.
And yet today, she got married. The pictures I've seen are amazing, and the man she is with makes her happy, and her happiness is what is important.
But now all my brain can hear is "I do want to get married one day, just not to you."
Anyway, short post, had to get it out, who knows maybe more later.